what happend to us?
what happend to when he would give anything to spend less than an hour with eachother?
when it didnt matter what we did,
as long as we were together.
thats all we needed
right?
at least thats what we told eachother.
what happend to when we were joined at the hip,
practicly twins i geuss you could say.
But take a look at us now.
weve changed.
for better and for worse.
and right now all i can see is the worse.
i feel like im just there.
just his sidekick.
just there when no one else is availible.
the left over.
yes we still have amazing times together,
but as soon as the oppertunity comes up,
he's gone.
i understand we dont need to spend every waking moment together.
but it just seems like im taken for granted.
unimportant.
i miss the feeling
the feeling of being wanted
and desired.
i want him to want me
to need me.

its time for fate to takes its coarse...